Saturday, August 25, 2012

Black Lolita

Black Lolita is my Facebook Group that I created for girls of color that adore all things Lolita. Anyone can join weather your an expert Lolita your just starting out or you just want to observe. It dose not  matter what part of the globe your on all are welcome. In the group we talk about our favorite loli fashions,wheres the best places to shop at are and above everything else we talk about our daily life. we even have a swap and sell (not alot of people use it but its there)we also do tiny chats from time to time. We have a group Tumblr (its a newborn page) called Mocha Loli and we are working on a Youtube channel. Our goal isnt internet fame or recognition but just a sense of togetherness so one person can inspire the other (lol im corny). If you have any issues or questions Me or one of the admins can and will help anytime were like one big happy and super cute family and were always looking  to add more
hope to see you soon <3
heres the link to our group;
https://www.facebook.com/groups/blkloli/

Here is our group tumblr ( dont get mad if theres nothing there I literally just made it = O)
http://xmochacafex.tumblr.com/

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Gore + Gyrau= FUCKING SWEET!!

 Ok so I was posting snuff pictures on my Facebook the other day (well actually last night) and I had gotten the most awesomest Idea ever are you ready for this: Gore Gyaru its freaking perfect is what it is I Keep all the gal Basics like lashes and circle lens and shit but I would add like fake blood gore FX and things like that. I love its gonna be a perfect blend a horror and gore and innocents and beauty [Vonna IS feccing excited BOIIIIIIIEEEEE]. So its like




THIS!!!

+ THIS!!!!!!





















        
= THIS





 WELL THATS ALLL FOR NOW REMEMBER GIRLS BAD GALS GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!
   

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

I wanna lose weight but I have no faith(in anything)

I was looking for Rokku Gyaru and goth Gyaru clothing online today (cuz Wilkes barre has shitty ass stores) and I couldn't find anything in my fucking size at all im a size 22 pants i can wear a 1x,2x/3x tops which is strange and my dress size is 26  im 5'9 and the last time I checked I was like 290 but I weighed myself in a rite aid so I don't really trust that a lot I was looking at a BMI Chart and it said for my height I should weigh about 168  290-168= 122 that's a lot to lose  and its tricky cuz if I lose to much I look sick as hell  also i can never control my weight when I get upset I eat and a lot when im angry I eat ans so on. I don't have the biggest support system since my friend Keria is way smaller so is my friend Coli my friend Corey is an ass. not only that but im very pessimistic about everything I never have any faith plus im a major slacker. Ive tried dieting but I cant seem to stick to it I tried pills but most of them don't work.im pretty Much at my wits end with this shit and as much as i try i cant motivate my self at ALL! I ve lost a ton of weight before and I would like to get back there hopefully you can see how my weight fluctuates  all the time maybe u cant but im starting to fell like I cant be a good Gyaru looking the way I do its truly depressing ( today was a sad day).


2007 (im suckin in)

2007 (300)

2011(280)
2008 I want to be a lil smaller then this (220)

  
now    (292)                                                            

Sunday, June 17, 2012

My makeup for the day!

Ok now behold the power of makeup <3 today will be a short entry cuz im pretty sleepy *NOTE: This look isnt VK LOLI or Gyaru its just abstract art if you don't like it you don't like it whatevvs * I did a look like this because I havent done anything over the top in forever..........well ok here goes ^_^
Me Before <3 
Me After !



















For this look I used :

  • Fit Me liquid foundation
  • ELF Creme eyeliner
  • LA Colors : Light Blue,Dark Blue,Pink And Yellow (I used the same colors for my lips and blush as well) 
  • A brown from a Cover girl Pallet 
  • My Hanabi Red circle lens (Im getting Hanabi Green Next)
  • an Angled Eyeliner brush For my lashes 
  • Vaseline for my lips 
  • And my fingers  
This look took about Two hours total because I didn't like it at first but now i Adore it Also we were drinking at my house so everyone needed to get in to the bathroom. I love the eye shape I did my eyes look huge and you cant see my bags.
My freaking bow wouldn't stay up so that looks dumb but other than that I Love Love Love this 
bellow are some more pictures :

Extra close up
Close up


eyes closed

eyes closed close as hell!














































WELL HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE PICTURES! GIMMIE FEED BACK AND ENOUGH PPL LIKE ILL DO A YOUTUBE TUTORIAL <3 NOW IF YOU WILL EXCUSE ME I NEED TO WASH THIS SHIT OFF MY FACE 
HAVE GREAT NIGHT LOVERS!




















Monday, May 28, 2012

My Gyaru Journey #2 Employment and style (picture heavy)

Now the 1st step to being a fabulous Gyaru is to have the Funds to do so as well as a Style  I have been banging my head against the wall looking for a job to support my fashion fetish.I have two interviews one tomorrow and one Tuesday I have faith that I will get one of them. now once that stuff is set up Im gonna stop shopping around for my style pieces. I researched the Gryaru Kei style and I seen a bunch of different sub styles  I liked a lot of them because the suite my many different personalities I really had a hard time with this because I could see myself doing a number of different styles ,well after taking forever to  decide I basically came down to two styles and they are Rokku Rock and Goshikku (Goth)  Gyaru  and I may dapple in Military & Marine Gyrau   a lot actually ). Now I know and understand that  these styles are really considered Gyaru  and I don't really care so yea. I picked these styles because they reflect upon my personality directly I just love them I think I would look so beautiful and sexy in these styles!


Rokku Rock
I love it because its very rocker  its something I would wear anyway and to me its very very easy to accessorize ya dig!  Also in my opinion  this style is more fun to play around with........So here is  what this style looks like . I got the mostly all the pictures from soul sister which is my favorite mag as of right now. It features the very beautiful Ayame I Love her she looks so exotic (shes the one with very short hair)














Ok I think yall get the point moving on
^_^













 Goshikku (Goth)  Gyaru
Im Gothic so this would be a good transition for  me as well. I love goth Gyaru 
its a fun style. I would just do a more grown up and polished versions of the style since im 22 years old . I think mixing this with a Victorian or Steampunk style would look fierce( hmmm why the hell isnt there a Steampunk or Victorial Gyaru style?) So anywho this is the style  I got these pictures from Kera its also a good mag  I just think I have to Very careful not to pick things that would fall in to the Lolita category
















 










































 Miritari  (Military )Gyaru &(Marin )Marine
Lets just say this I love all military fashion styles especially Sailor style  it just reminds me of pin up girls and i love that style.
Military                                                                                                      Marine 




















































So these are are the styles I have picked and thats it.............................Stay tuned for my big shopping trip <3

Saturday, May 26, 2012

My Gyaru journey #1 The Ugly Truth

I herd the dreaded words NOT GAL .OK so it wasn't said exactly like that but I felt the sting of rejection =(. Well not a rejection.....but a ehhhh your alright but you need to improve so here is the story. So I wanted  to be apart of the this Black Gyaru YouTube channel  that this group I'm in started. I thought I did everything right ,I posted some of my pics in Different groups I'm in and I got some good responses, I read all the right mags and researched till I couldn't research anymore well I thought I did anyway. I honestly thought that there was no question in my mind that I would be accepted. AND BOY WAS I WRONG!   I will say this although I didn't 100% agree with what was said the girls were VERY helpful  with there critiques of my pictures. I'm women enough to say that at first I was pissed as Anyone would be I wanted to just flip out cuz that's what I do but I didn't because they were just helping me out and stopping me from going in to something half cocked and for that  I thank them . I went back and forth with the idea of quitting  Gyaru all together  cuz that's what I do when I don't get something right I say fuck it and quit but I didn't want to do that with this because I like it a lot well for the most part anyway. so I decided to make this a learning experience for me and I'm kinda glad it happened even though I'm a little bit disappointed but what ever shit happens ill grow from this and become better at what I do. Bellow are my critiques from the group feel free to add your critique as well the more opinions I have the better I will get well wish me luck on my journey ill post again soon <3

https://fbcdn-sphotos-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/559413_10151573873910104_889640103_23963560_1001462317_n.jpg am i good enough for the black gyaru channel open for judgement

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